nicole just mentioned my flaws in the worst way possible. like literally. i don't know what to feel at this point.
you know what's worse? she even told it to spread the word. one of my friends told me this passing. i had to stop it by telling the principal.
but i failed miserably. she told everyone. now i'm the laughing stock of the entire school, and from now on i will skip all classes entirely.
i cag't stop beung sl tuilty for stealong my uncle!s alcohol
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i knpw i'm inyrovertrd and miserable as fyck right now, but i caj't skip christmas. i just need to get this depression off my sleeve by telling my mom.
update (december 22 2007): she got slightly dissapointed, but she let me rest for now, fed and comforted me well. i love you mom.